回家路上听到了这首歌

重新拾回来听

算是明白点意思了......

我

就是个孩子......

i don't wanna lose you,
but i don't wanna use you

just to have somebody by my side.
and i don't wanna hate you,
i don't wanna take you,
but i don't wanna be the one to cry.
and that don't really matter
to anyone anymore.
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
baby,sometimes, love just ain't enough.

now, i could never change you,
i don't wanna blame you.
baby, you don't have to take the fall.
yes, i may have hurt you,
but i did not desert you.
maybe i just wanna have it all.

it makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
and like a fool who will never see the truth,
i keep thinking something's gonna change.
and there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where i used to lay?

and there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
there's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
baby, sometimes, love...
it just ain't enough......

 

这几个星期一直在调整

调整的这些日子

没做什么比较实际的事情

年后便开始上课

所以努力上课

年后妈妈就开始高血压

所以休息天就陪着妈妈挂水

年后身体好了

所以开始走一些亲戚

年后......

 

事情还是满多的

双休日忙碌的过着

 

无因无果

 

 

归途

迷途的人们在终点前

是否还会看见呢？

 

希望对他来说是种解脱......

 

 

 

 

过年期间

有和若干人等去打了人生中第一次桌球

进了人生中第一个球就是10号球

不枉费我喜欢这个数字喜欢了这么多年

 

昨晚临睡前

突然想到

人生究竟是我们自己控制的呢

还是你一出生就已经被谱写好的呢

 

到底是先有鸡呢

还是先有蛋呢

 

无关联的写两句

给点时间遐想一会儿

昨天是元宵了

过年算正式结束了

 

上个星期和一许久不见的朋友吃饭

得知我整个假期是在医院度过

朋友讶异道：哪能现在身体这么不好啦！

回到：年纪大了......

 

又遇昨日元宵

头晕不止

 

遂

整日浑浑噩噩

 

看来年纪真的大了

要注意好好保养身子了

 

节日结束

工作分外努力

今年计划去次敦煌

故

加强锻炼

以便早日练成金刚不坏之身

得以批准出游

实行个人计划！！